
The first season of any television show can be unsettling. It requires several episodes to fully understand the plot, not to mention the characters, and it may take even longer to comprehend what the show is all about. By the penultimate episode of Season 1 of “Mad Men,” it’s evident that Don’s identity is paramount to the narrative. Still, after more than ten episodes, no one can say, for sure, whether Don Draper is really Don Draper.
The climax of the season, therefore, comes in the eleventh episode, “Nixon vs. Kennedy,” in which a box of photographs prompts a showdown between Don, the self-made man who actually became someone else to try to achieve his Ideal-I, and Pete Campbell, the accounts man whose family name is more important than the name of the advertising agency itself. Their backgrounds and upbringings are diametrically opposite. Mistakenly, Pete comes into possession of a collection of snapshots of Don in his youth—as Dick Whitman, for clarity’s sake—sent to Sterling Cooper by Adam Whitman, who had identified his long-lost brother in that newspaper photo. Pete sifts through the photos and learns Don’s secret: that Don Draper, embodiment of everything cool, is a fraud. In the same episode that Richard Nixon concedes the presidential election to John F. Kennedy, Pete confronts Don, who denies the charge. Frazzled, however, Don flees to his mistress and begs her to run away with him. “We’ll go somewhere else—we’ll start over,” he says, whisking a cigarette to his lips. She calls him on his bluff, referring to his father and, eventually, triggering a flashback to Don’s youth, where, finally, we begin to understand how Dick became Don.
A poor boy, born out of wedlock to an alcoholic father and a prostitute, Dick ran away from home and enlisted in the army, bound for Korea. He was not the quarterback of his high school football team, as his wife believed, nor was he a war hero or particularly deserving of the purple heart he stored in his desk at work. Instead, he had stolen the dog tags of Donald F. Draper, his commander who died in a ditch, where Dick had been injured. So Dick assumed his identity and went back to the United States, no longer Dick Whitman but Don Draper—able to carve out a new image for himself, to the outside world, all the while striving for the self-image of Dick he might have formed, long before, in a mirror.
Inherent in Don’s fear of being discovered—his escaping to his mistress, yearning to leave everything behind him, once again—is a prevailing sense of paranoia, an alienation from the world around him. Of course, as Lacan writes, this disconnect is nothing out of the ordinary. “This relation to nature is altered by a certain dehiscence at the heart of the organism, a primordial Discord betrayed by the signs of uneasiness and motor unco-ordination of the neo-natal months,” Lacan argued before referring to the “anatomical incompleteness” of such a notion.” Don manufactured an image of himself, and the closer that image comes to reality—the more he believes himself to be Don Draper, the more he’s reminded that he’s not—the more alienating it is. He knows it’s all a ruse.
It’s foolish to blindly apply Lacan’s thinking to the specific case of Don, as if Lacan’s lecture were gospel or as if every person can pigeonholed into Lacan’s analysis. Still, Don strikes me as a poignant example. He is, at heart, an isolationist. He trusts nobody, implicit in his telling his mistress, a woman he hardly sees outside the bedroom, that she knows more about him than anyone. The fact that Don is never happy—or that no one really knows what happiness is for Don—is more than a product of the cultural era, highlighted by the peril of the Cuban Missile Crisis in the next season. There is something deeper at fault within Don, something that cannot be reconciled as long as he is still Don. When he urges his mistress to run away from him, he’s not running from his secret or his family or Sterling Cooper, but rather, from himself. He’s running to be Dick Whitman again, to give up on the Ideal-I represented by Don Draper. It’s a futile effort, as his mistress reminds him. “I feel sick,” she says.
This rigid paranoia leads Don into challenging Pete to tell Bert Cooper, the namesake of the advertising agency, about Dick Whitman. Perhaps it’s a strategic ploy, but the risks are manifest; Pete is correct, of course. Still, when he shares his theory with Bert—“He is a deserter, at the very least, and who knows what else?” he says—the accusation lingers in the air, heavy with silence. Don lights up a cigarette, nervously. Bert rises from his chair and walks past Don, shocked by the reaction. “Mr. Campbell—who cares?” he says. “Even if this were true, who cares? This country was built and run by worse stories than whatever you imagined to hear.” Pete protests, calling him a fraud and a liar and who-knows-what-else, and while he may be right, Bert won’t hear it. “A man is whatever room he is in, and right now, Donald Draper is in this room, I assure you,” Bert concludes, definitively. That reaction echoes a passerby in a subsequent flashback, in which Don thinks back to the last time he saw his family, from a train. “You’ve got your while life ahead of you,” a woman tells him, thinking that he actually is Don Draper, burdened with telling Dick Whitman’s family of his death. “Forget that boy in the box.”