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So, I’ve just stepped into the big, bad corporate world. It’s been about three months and guess what, I’m already craaaazy about my boss. It started out as a little crush, and now it’s this full blown romance-but-not-romance thing. Ahem! After one night of staying back a little too late, we ended up making out. A LOT. And, it was so good. I mean, the kind of mad kisses you see in movies. We talked about it and how I felt horrible (and not to mention, incredibly YAY, but I couldn’t tell him that) about doing this with my boss. He said he felt really guilty, and that we’d have to stop. Which … ummm, how do I say this, did not happen. At all. The making out hasn’t stopped. We’ve been going out to these cute little dinners and sharing our life stories. Also, we’ve been stealing kisses at work (which is SO wrong, but feels SO good!).

We’ve had a few of these it’s-wrong-to-do-it-we-need-to-stop conversations, but nothing seems to come out of it. Work-wise, he’s not been treating me any different than he does the others, which is something I appreciate. I don’t want any special favors because of the being-busy-with-each-other on the side bit. But, god, he is SO great. And intelligent and funny and all of those things. I have no idea where to go with this. Also, one tiny thing I left out, he’s 30 and I’m 21 … that seems to be an issue with him. Because apparently, I have a lot to see/learn/do/blah, and he doesn’t want to be the one coming in the way. I want to be with him, and in spite of confessing that we’re falling for each other, nothing seems to be coming out of it. What am I supposed to do?!

Fuck him in his office.

Jack?